Mona Maclean AKA Mona Lisa, Clinically Depressed, Evil Drama Queen and Feminist Mona Marie Maclean with Chemical Imbalance and Dementia Not For Female Voice Over.
Mona Maclean aka Mona Lisa, bipolar DRAMA QUEEN, also Mona Marie Maclean.
Evil and wicked Jekyll & Hyde feminist homewrecker with chemical imbalance and dementia carrying around a ton of emotional baggage, DIVORCED from my spouse of 11 years, granted to me at Christmas 2019 after I SPAT in the face of God and filed for an uncontested divorce June 2019,
notifying spouse online via email(!) Joined by God as "one flesh" set aside, NOW relishing my "oneness", "independence", and SOLO journey aka Mona Marie Walker
through the rest of life without a care in the world, PARTNERLESS when many people my age (60's) want a companion.
Pandemic? What pandemic? DUH. I told my ex-spouse that no other WOMAN would've put up with him as long as I did
NEVER stepping back to take a good long look at MYSELF FIRST in the MIRROR,
much less ever THINKING before speaking FIRST (like always)! I "ex-spouse" Christianity, yet ERASED spouse from my life like "Etch A Sketch" becoming my "INSIGNIFICANT OTHER",
after getting him into a God AWFUL FIX by conditioning, deceiving, verbally abusing, betraying, deserting, abandoning,
and literally stranding him one year to the day before filing. This is nothing new for me, the CUCKOO out of the clock,
clinically depressed on meds compounded by ADHD and sleep apnea, following multiple attempts at taking my own life,
was condescending to him while he endured my continual mood swings plus OVEREATING and couch potato binge watching habits.
I would even warn my spouse in advance of the potential SIDE-EFFECTS of all of the different psychological medications I was taking.
Speaking with social security in their efforts to make lemonade from lemons, they told him that "at least she's not in your face anymore" (and with ice water for blood I would rather LIVE OUT A LIE IN DENIAL.)
Now ex-spouse's vision is impaired and is experiencing severe numbness in his extremities from latent MS triggered by all of the stress that I brought on him. I feel for my ex-spouse! (NOT).
My clueless cyber family on FACEBOOK thinks I'm a sweetheart (what on earth would I do without my Smart Phone?), when truth be told I can't be trusted!
Speaking of FACEBOOK, can I be anymore VAIN by posting so MANY photos of myself that make me look like a vile,
decrepit old WHORE and adulterer, or even like Larry Fine of the 3-Stooges? BTW, my SSN 530-68-8479 and birthdate 08-28-56.
Meanwhile email shoot out ensues between myself and my spouse, sizing up each other psychologically. I complain to my hot headed SON,
provoking him to threaten my then spouse with physical violence in Florida (the same son that hated and disrespected me for much of his life, even told me to walk in front of a car among other things!) What was I thinking?
My ex now lives a few miles from me. Either one of us could die tomorrow, and the other wouldn't even know it.
"I don't want to worry about anyone but myself, and don't want to have to cook, clean, and take care of you" is what I most recently emailed to my EX.
"There's no I in team" isn't even in my vocabulary. Figuratively speaking, my underhandedness is comparable to putting a gun to my ex-spouse's head and slowly squeezing the trigger!
Let this site serve as a permanent wake up call to random or orchestrated, irrational and destructive, shameful behavior like mine. That it's entirely avoidable by recognizing my condition and owning up to it.
I should not be allowing it to compromise my marriage, a sacred institution. I should also be avoiding ANGER which only begets more anger. In reality, was I taking out my problems on my spouse?
Quoting from an article now, "Many (like my EX) have found out the hard way that even after marriage their spouse (like ME) may fall short of their expectations. This is especially true if they (like my EX) married a person (like ME) not intended for them or an immature spouse (like ME).
If your spouse (like ME) does not try, know how to, or care about fulfilling emotional and physical needs for attention and companionship, you (like my EX) may STILL suffer from loneliness. Even worse, hurt, distrust, and low self-esteem, etc,
may result from a broken relationship. Add these with loneliness and you have an emotional wreck (like my EX)". I've been told that I only lose when I give up, and my inclination has always been to give up ever since
birthdate 08-28-56, SSN 530-68-8479.
Meanwhile my mother died. To my EX: "I'm driving to Texas before long because my mother died and I'm meeting with my brothers. And I'll be returning with, among other things, one of my Dad's guns, just so you know.
It's not a threat, just information. I don't want to be anywhere near you." NOT A THREAT??? (Should I load my gun with silver bullets?)
Therefore, not offering female voice over at affordable female voice over rates!
SO FLEE FROM ME WHEN THE MOON IS FULL instead of female voice over...BUT THEN I COULD JUST HOP ON MY BROOMSTICK AND COME AFTER YOU...
"Am I Scary or What?"
"Am I Scary or What?"